here i am,
wasting my limited time.
its now 1 and a half day before my MCQ and OSCE (term of 2 kind of exam in my college, 1 is for multiple choiches question, 1 is for lab skill assasement).
this block topic is psychiatric-well, i mentioned it already in my previous post-.
the more i study this blog, the more i think im not health in psychological view. hahaha
-just kidding, im 100& not a schizopherenia patient! really! believe me! LOL-

this afternoon, i was doing my SOCA exam, and oral case exam. i got schizoafective disorders, a disorders in which the symptoms meet both major depressive/manic episodes + schizophrenia that happen in the same time.
the case was about a mother who got over jealous to his husband due to a romantic sms unexpectedly received by her husband. everytime she hear a tokek voice, she think that her husband is with other lady. (idk what is tokek in english, its an animal looks like lizard but produce sounds like "tooo kek... tooo keekk" haha). then she hear a woman voices who told her that her husband is cheating back of her and she cant refuse what the woman voice ask her. She often crying, and incoherent while speaking. etc etc.. she also has obssesive compulsive personality disorder.

my SOCA prognosis : dubia
well, i can analyzes it perfectly (i think). but since my friends told me that both of my proctors is stingy in giving a score, i doubt that i'll get a high score. huhuhuhu

anyway, im reading percy jackson book 1 now.
and it's awesome!

its 90210 now.
like title of a famous drama series.
now the time is 11.35.
what i suppose to do is sleeping or else studying, isnt it??
but what i do now is waiting for buffering of "Star King ep152" where eunhyuk,eetuk, shinee,and snsd took part.
oh yeah this kpop things driving me crazy.


its 7 days before my 20th bday party.
i hope i can be mature this year..hope i can get lots of A mark..lots of FUN..lots of happiness..and ofcourse i can make my parents proud,like i always do (isnt it ma? pa? lol).

EAMSC KL 2010

left to right,

1st line : shun-japan,festus-indonesia, alan-hongkong, poon-thailand, dhass-GM, stone-korea, bat-mongolia, yikping-GM

2nd line: david-taiwan, ayon-aussie, thireak-cambodia

girls : sandra-taiwan,christine-singapore,atthiyah-indonesia, jung-korea, me, sara-korea, jane-hongkong

THE BEST GROUP IN EAMSC 2010 ! GROUP 2, we are stones!!!! lol

here i come with my brandnew story about my last conference, EAMSC.

EAMSC stands for east asian medical student's conference. if you think that this conference was attend only by east asian med students, you are wrong. it was held BY east asian med students country, but attend by AMSA international members, including their observer and invited guest, namely indonesia, thailand,taiwan,hongkong,korea,japan,australia,mongolia,cambodia,philiphines,singapore, nepal, bangladesh, palestine, ISCOMS committee (from netherland med students), IFMSA delegates, and ofcourse the host for this event, malaysia (im sorry if i forget to mention some countries do to my bad memory :D).

it was only a week, from 14th jan to 19th jan, but the memories, the experiences, the stories will last forever in my heart. really. It was a hard thing

---i suddently stop writing this post because coinccidently, i found one of my GM's blog, and i still read it now, it is a good post, and i cant control my tears not to drop. huhuhu..i really miss my group members--- (i'll take some of his sentences to this post later)

i wrote a lot for 2 times and it all gone! great! i lost my mood to write!

just see my FB albums for more info!

my recent memory

it's been 4 month from my last post.

hmm...

i used to write on twitter now, simpler.

but idk why, i open up this blog after see a blog of CN blue "im a loner" lyrics. yup, CN blue, the 1st korean GROUP band i know. i thought korea only have BOYband and GIRLband, but hey,, there is a GROUPband there. not to mention they still consist of handsome boys.LOL 

im in my psychiatric block right now na na na..a week before the exam and not like usual, my head is almost empty! i dont even know what is consolidation until boncel told me few days ago. oh my! 

last month i went to KL for EAMSC 2010. the theme was "men's health, defining the past, refining the future". it was a great opportunity for me. being one of chieft of indonesians delegates with rhema from UPH really gave me thousand memories, knowledge, and uncountable experiences. i learn how to deal with ticketing, how to manage people, how to design namecard, how to make everything going undercontrol. it wasnt an easy things to do. sometimes i feel like i want to quit the job, but thanks to my family and friends, my juniors, that always gave me lots and lots of support so i can finished it all. i wouldnt finished it without you all. IT WAS A GREAT FUN FOR ME BEING IN THE MIDDLE OF AMSA INTERNATIONAL FAMILY ONCE AGAIN. i cant wait for another conference. anyway, my roomate was a cute-korean-canadian-girl named SARA. read my other post about this for detail^^

next month im going to go to thailand for APRM (asian pasific regional meeting). it's not AMSA international event, it held by IFMSA (international federation of medical students association). and im one out of 13 representatives of AMSA Indonesia. it will be a great opportunity to me to learn more about this organization and the theme that really curious me. the theme is "complementary and alternative medicine". you know, i always pay more interest in herbal and traditional medicine, so i think this event is a great opportunities. but im sad i cant join IMSTC (indonesia medical student trainning c...) in aceh because of the same date. i really want to go to aceh, i want to see the land i see in my 2 years old of life, i want to learn more about paper and poster so that i can join the upcoming paper poster competition, i want to meet my AMSA Ina friends (oh yeah, they will take many pictures and tag me! then they'll be making many stories and gossip without me! they will chit chat more and more and more and make me envy them! believe me! hikss). still I'll have much fun to in thailand. i believe it! yeeeiy!

anyway, these day, me and boncel got a big dissapointment of airasia. yeap that "low" cost flight. it cancel our PLB-KL flight just inthe morning after we booked the ticket! the problem is, they wont cancel our KL-BKK ticket! so we have to go to jakarta first,then KL, just to go to bangkok! what we actually need is cancel all the tickets and make it into JKT-BKK! that's all and we'll be FINE! but they say they CAN'T! THANKS A LOT AIRASIA ! 

ps : please help me wish my exam an A mark :D