a fake "SMILE"

When someone post something about "smile" in their social media, it's mean that person is actually crying.

Another painfull and sorrowfull week has just begun for me. And i need to fake smile again. Saat kayak gini, pengennya selalu berdiri disamping suami, selalu didalam pelukannya. Having a random small talk while watching him playing COC in his ipad. Or just simply sleep.

Huuuuuhhh haaaahh

Im not a strobg person, i cried a lot, but lately its even harder to hold back tears. :(

Allahummayassir walatuassir.

Ya Allah, permudah urusanku, jangan Kau persulit.